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Q : skola mana?
A : ha..klik http://daichiviolet.blogspot.com utk keterangan lanjut… hahaha…[psst : lainkali, kalau pape hal bleh rujuk another blog,okeyh!]

nak tau tak? waktu ngah aku tules ni, waktu maghrib. aku saje dan sengaja update blog mase ni. cuti seminggu. giler aku tak tahan. nak pegi sekolah!!! nak belaja. cuak abis pikir exam ni. cikgu dah siap kasik hint tuk exam ni. seronok pegi sekolah. yg x seronok adalah pelajar3 nya. bengong tak bila perempuan berkawan dgn lelaki tapi x berkawan dgn perempuan??? inilah kenyataan aku kene hadapi. aku telah menjalani proses pertukaran kelas. kelas pertama amat baik. ukhwah derang pon mmg tough la. kelas kedua ni aku namakan kelas terbuang. tatau kenapa memandai je kasik nama cam ni. mungkin sbb tak suka dgn environment die kot. bdak perempuan kelas ni tak berkawan dgn bdak perempuan kelas aku. kelas pertama kira bdak bjak. adakah disebabkan kepandaian itu mereka tidak mahu berkawan? ini juga satu probability. sepatutnya yg kurg bjak ni kene la berkawan ngan bdak bjak tapi ini bertentangan. heran tul. duk skolah ni mmg bagus. sbb sekolah ni sporting anytime je bleh balik sekiranya skolah benarkan. cam last week, 2 hari dibenarkan balik awal. memula kul 12.30 [awal siot] then kul 1.00. tapi yg dasat, kalau sesape yg x dpt 3A masa trial for any exam [pmr, spm, stpm] kene back stroke. mampus! itulah janji pengetua. sampai aku pon sahut cabaran ni. haha. cikgu chemistry pon ade kasik upah kalo sesape dpt C+ for chemistry nnt exam. huh! mendebarkan. sesuatu istilah aku semat dlm hati "LEARNING IS FUN! ENJOY IT!" ok then till we meet again.

6 august kembali ke alam persekolahan. seronok dapat menuntut ilmu balik. terasa aku masih beruntung. bila kembali ke alam persekolahan yg sudah terlewat maka semestinya kena jadik new student. haha… itu yg paling aku tak suke. but i act that i’m not new student. biasalah bila dah masuk sekolah mesti masuk kelas pandai. terasa rendah diri pula. dan Ar-ruhul Jadid berpadu di jiwa. sudah di sematkan di dalam dada. ke sekolah utk belaja. to kejar my cita-cita. bukan nk main. bukan nk cari cinta. cinta Ilahi sudah memadai. rutin yg biasa di lakukan terpaksa diubah secara perlahan. moga aku terus istiqomah. sepatutnya dah kurangkan main ntenet dan tgk tv. belaja perlu diutamakan. kemudian jadi good girl 4 umi. adek3 dan kawan3. lebih3 lagi kawan yg bukan seagama. dugaan sudah menanti cabaran sedia menunggu tekanan semakin menjadi3. jadi aku harus menjadi semua itu sebagai keseronokan. perlu lebih optimis. ya! sesuatu yg dikenal pasti adalah sudah tiada keinginan utk marah. bagi mereka yg sudah dewasa/tua. tapi bagi kanak3 hingusan kadang3 dimarahi juga. tidak boleh layan sangat karenah mereka. buang masa. seronok menulis. lepas ini tiada lagi peluang seperti ini utk menulis. di meja sana, chemisty sedang sedia utk dibaca. physic menanti utk diulangkaji. math menunggu utk disiapkan latihan. pengajian am pula nota perlu dicatit. MUet hanya perlu dipraktiskan. ini sahaja utk hari ni. yg pasti aku seronok kerana aku untuk aku.

::4 sept monthly exam::

 Failure

FAILURE DOESN’T MEAN ———U R A FAiLURE
It Means —– You Have Not Succeeded.
Failure Doesn’t Mean —–You Accomplished Nothing,
It Means ——– You Have Learned Something.
Failure Doesn’t Mean ——That U Have Been A Fool ,
It Means ——– U Had A Lot Of Faith.
Failure Doesn’t Means——-—You Don’t Have It ,
It Means ——– U Have To Do Something In A Different Way .
Failure Doesn’t Mean ——– You Are Inferior,
It Means ——- You R Not Perfect .
Failure Doesn’t Mean —– You’ve Wasted Ur Life ,
It Means ——- You Have A Reason To Start A fresh .
Failure Doesn’t Mean ——- You Should Give Up.
It Means ————You Must Try Harder .
Failure Doesn’t Mean ——You’ll Never Make It,
It Means ——It Will Take A Litle Longer.
Failure Doesn’t Mean——God Has Abandoned You.
It Means —— GOD Has A Better Way For You .

by:
PoEtEsS
"Silence" is my Life…"Silence is my World"…"Silence" is my Beautiful "BOON"!

pEnAt. HaRi-hAr! teL!Nga d!suMbaT dEnGaN bEriTa SeRaNgaN !sRaeL di LeBaNoN. di PaLest!Ne. tAp! Aku. Aku d! s!n! mAs!h tEtAp d! s!n!. sAmPa! otAk jAd!k tEpu. tAk tAhU nAk BeRf!k!r. KalAu tGk MHi pEpAg! mErEkA adA b!nCanG ToPiK LeBaNoN n!. bErb!ncAnG sAHaJa tAp! t!AdA t!ndAkAn. cAkaP sAjA tAp! tAk buAt. Aku pOn sAmA. tAk t@Hu nAk MenYuMbAnG @pA u+k mErEkA. h@nY@ mEl!h@t dAn MeL!hAt dGn a!r mAtA. bAcA blOg mAyAm d!@ sEMp@t bU@t dEmo. tAPi d! sIn! tiADa. tAk Pe. sEl@!n dEm0 @pA L@Gi c@rAnyA?. y@. BeRd0@. WaLaUpuN Doa 2 SeNjaTa MuKmIn TaPi bErdoA sAjA TidAk mEnCuKuPi. sEpAtuTnYa K!tA pErLu BeRuSaHa dAn Ber!khTiaR dan aKHiR SeKaLi pErLu BeRtaWakKaL. YeaH, FrEe PaLeSt!nE, S@vE LeBaNoN~!!! ALLAHu AKbAr!!!

::SeMpeNa BuLAn 0g0s, 21 hb ni IsRa’ dan MikRaJ dan JuGa haRi Al-Quds..JOM SELAMATKAN AL-AQSA…::

 Look into my eyes
Tell me what ya see
U don’t see a damn thing
Cuz u can’t relate to me

U blinded by our differences
My life makes no sense to u
I’m the persecuted one
U the red, white and blue

Each day u wake in tranquility
No fears to cross your eyes
Each day I wake in gratitude
Thankin’ God He let me rise

Ya worry ’bout your education
And the bills u have to pay
I worry ’bout my vulnerable life
And if I’ll survive another day

Ya biggest fear is getting a ticket
As ya cruise your Cadillac
My fear is that the tank that’s just left
Will turn around and come back

Yet do u know the truth of where ya money goes
Do u let the media deceive your mind
Is this a truth that nobody knows
Has our world gone all blind
Yet do u know the truth of where ya money goes
Do u let the media deceive your mind
Is this a truth that nobody knows
Some one tell me

Oh let’s not cry tonight
I promise you one day it’s through
Ohohoh my brothers
Ohohoh my sisters

Oh shine a light for every soul
That ain’t with us no more
Ohohoh my brothers
Ohohoh my sisters

See I’ve known terror for quite some times
57 years so cruel
Terror breathes the air I breathe
It’s the check point on my way to school

Terror is the robbery of my land
And the torture of my mother
The imprisonment of my innocent father
The bullet in my baby brother

The bulldozers and the tanks
The gasses and the guns
The bombs that fall outside my door
All due to your funds

You blame me for defending myself
Against the ways of my enemies
I’m terrorized in my own land
And I’m the terrorist

Yet do u know the truth of where ya money goes
Do u let the media deceive your mind
Is this a truth that nobody knows
Has our world gone all blind
Yet do u know the truth of where ya money goes
Do u let the media deceive your mind
Is this a truth that nobody knows
Some one tell me

Oh let’s not cry tonight
I promise you one day it’s through
Ohohoh my brothers
Ohohoh my sisters

Oh shine a light for every soul
That ain’t with us no more
Ohohoh my brothers
Ohohoh my sisters

American do ya realize
That the taxes that u pay
Feed the forces that traumatize
My every living day

So if I won’t be here tomorrow
It’s written in my fate
May the future bring a brighter day
The end of our wait

Oh let’s not cry tonight
I promise you one day it’s through
Ohohoh my brothers
Ohohoh my sisters

Oh shine a light for every soul
That ain’t with us no more
Ohohoh my brothers
Ohohoh my sisters

video klip look into my eyes